well . hi im joell . first time bloging butt i think this will b good . might help me clear my mind and open alot of veiws in my life . im 20 goin on 21 i cant say iv had a hard life . but iv been thru plenty of struggles and i thank god everyday for where i am at now in life . WAS IT EASY? NO! it wasNT but the harder it got i guess the more pressure & strength it gave me to keep goin keep succeeding in life . umm i have 2 jobs . im goin back to school . and im living life good right now . im single . and tell you the truth if that specail girl ever decides to come around she is more then welcome in my life if not its kew . im still happy .
somthings that i am …
im a poet . i read and write poetry as many times every day as posible. i am also and artist . i sing and rap .. i love music . its somehting that lifes in my blood like music notes as my cells . i love to go outt with friends and have a goodtime . butt if not. i like to be with the family . spend time with my parents and my sister and brother . & there kidds . im a kew down to earth guy . i dont look for drama . or start shit that doesnt need to happen . i work come home and relax . i have an outt going personlity .. i can be a pain in the ass lol or a fun comidean . also i can b romantic strong passionate and loving . but thats if i ever find mis right . well im tryin to go back to school to finish becoming a chef . with god hopefuly that can happen . i work for a resturant called bertuccis its italian i love too cook i love food thats why ima lil on the hefty side lmfao .. well ima leave it short .. let me know if you wud like to know anything else ….
one love pce ..
Lookin down from da 9th floor
My fingers griiped on to the edge of the building
Wit no fear in my eyes
N inside with this feelin of dispisez
hatered, pain so much on my mind
watchin time flow
while everyone beneath me is lookin up watchin my show
breackiing news
fox news:: kiid ready to jump
take da leap..do what i gotta do..
ii kno ii aint weak
but on diz earth i still havent found wat i seek
sooner den wat yuh thiink
my feet.. take flight
jumpIin off da corner of da buiilding
thiinkin if wat im doiin is still ryte
but fawk it… itz to late
ii choose my faite
feeliin da wiind hiit my face
now choosen a target down below to hiit the ryte pllace
ii get closer n closer
whiile da buillding keeps dropin
now at dis poiint deres no chance of stoppiin
ii hear da crowds screams
whille ii get near to my destiinatiion
n ii still feel no paiin no hesiitatiion
ii hiit da flloor n yuh hear da pounding of my body..
within a second, da crowds start to queit down
till complete silence flooded da whole town
not a baby cry or even a pin drop
now if this was a true story
i wudnt be the author of da script
just da victam who died at da end
DAMN DATS SUM SHIIT….
